A Work In Progress.

We all think about a lot of things. Perhaps I'm different or maybe even considered weird for this particular thought that always seems to cross my mind day by day. This thought is about life in general. At what point and time did us Americans, or even in general become "brainwashed" to believe that you need certain objects in order to live life and to believe that's what you need to have to be "happy". I use to think that I needed a car, a job, a cell phone, ect. in order to live life. I can't recall when all of a sudden that this thought hit me and made me realize is this what we really need in order to live life. Are those nice and convenient? Sure. But are they required to live life? The "American Dream" is to get a job, get married, have a house and have kids. That "dream" isn't what I want. I know there is so much more to life than that. What the fuck is stopping me from just doing my own thing? Is it fear, or perhaps being alone. Really, I'm hoping for a world where there is no currency, no jobs, no bills, ect. and just survival. Maybe I'm fucked up in the head, I don't know but I do know I want some more drugs.

[The last sentence is just a temporary closure until I continue to add onto this.]