A Start of a Song.

There's a strange force that I'm being bound by.
I just want to get up and leave everything behind.
Maybe it's fear, what the fuck.
Perhaps the outcome of leaving will result in a bigger climax.
I just can't keep sitting here and waiting.
There's a small tension within my mind.
And a tear tip toes off my face onto my hand.
What the fuck is holding me back?

Invictus Maneo

fear - noun: a distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, evil, pain, etc., whether the threat is real or imagined; the feeling or condition of being afraid.

Don't fret, fear is merely a thought.
A thought that makes the brain believe;
That you should be frightened.
Fear will only hold you back.
You defeat fear, and fear will no longer hold you down.
Lose fear, and you'll have the power.
The power from your heart and brain to do as you please.
The power to be you.

Where's Catherine?

These nails are rusted.
This hammer is disfigured.
The casket is nearly devastated.
But with these tools.
The wound within me.
Will be no more.

A Mouthful.

I love you.
I hate you.
Fuck you.
You made me.
You destroyed me.
Fuck you.
All I wanted was your hand.
Fuck you.

Am I A Bad Guy?

I brought a tear down your face.
That tear said a thousand words.
Words that should of effected me.
But to my surprise, I was unaffected.
And I simply carried on.
Without a care in the world.
You'll be okay is all I can say.

Can't Be Pretty Everywhere.

The more I look at you.
The more unattractive you appear to me.
Perhaps it's for the better.

Fear Nothing Is Lies.

A hit to the stomach.
And fear spit out.

You're Better Off On Pills.

Relax.
Close your eyes.
Think of a place.
The place that makes you happy.
The place that makes you smile.
The place that carries you on.
Now picture getting stabbed.

How are you feeling?

Go Out With A Bang.

Give it all.
A gun shot heard in the distance.
A scream for justice.
A blood trail.
He isn't seeking revenge.
But punishment.
Give it all you got.

Reward: Escape.

There's a warrant out for me.
Dead or alive.
Killing you made my life easier.
I'll turn myself in.
Free from you.
Life will only get better.
Dead or alive.